4 hours, a slow ass online tutor and 2 problems later: I’m still fucked.
A few things are more clear. Too bad professors and books don’t make it that simple.
Also watched a documentary on how math is both made up in our minds (as far as how it came about) and based on the workings of our natural universe and our desire to explain and understand it. Basically it’s perfect for explaining the universe. Wasn’t much help either. Tried to use it to give me a positive mindset going into this. And neither was that lady on youtube.