Wow! We really only get ONE TIME to live it all. We get that once chance. There is no time out. There is no going back. Whatever you choose to do. However you choose to live your own life is the how it will ultimately end. This is mot a fucking cartoon where the artist can keep re-sketching anytime you need new material.
This should scare you and excite you simultaneously!!!!!! No restarts or do-overs! If you mess your life up the first time that’s it!!!!!