If you comtimue on this path, will you be completely satisfied with the way you’ve loved your life so far?
If you hesitate at all to answer I suggest a complete make over. Focus more on setting better standards, setting real goals (no matter how big or lofty), and becoming more action oriented. Without the action it all become irrelevant.
Do whatever needs to be done in order to live your dream life. Do it right now. Stop waiting until tomorrow. Fuck that. You might die tomorrow. What can you do today to live your dream? Go do that!