Here I am months later and still feeling like I’m stuck. Email after countless email. Interviews on top of interviews. Now I’m questioning my body language and demeanor during social interactions. Am I mean looking? Do people see fake enthusiasm or forced laughter when they look at me? I know it’s not my outward appearance since I always dress approapriately for important meetings. I’m not over qualified. It must be my behavior. It’s not always easy to act passionate about something you don’t love. I guess I better learn how to pretend I love what I don’t fast! Huh. I hate this part of life.