Trying to live a life you love is hard as fuck. You have so many things to give up for years on end until you finally accomplish such a beautiful goal. Even working a 9 to 5 is detrimental to living your dream, but what do you do? Go hungry? Get evicted?
When you don’t have rich reletives to help out it puts your back against the wall in almost every situation. Still you just have to keep fighting for that life you love regardless. Meet more people. Travel a lot futher, and be a lot more disciplined.
You can not reach the end of life saying “I should have”. Just make it happen some way, somehow.