If you don’t enjoy it, you won’t last very long trying to pretend you do. Just gonafter what you want, and save yourself the drama. The faster yoy lock in on your ultimate goal, the better chance you’ll have at seeing that goal become a reality.
I tried giving up my dream a few times, but my passion for it kept tugging at me. So I’m back and I’m better than ever. Now it’s your turn to grind it out.